Hollow thoughts

Sitting there, staring at a white wall in front of me (above the monitor), no precise thoughts possible. Empty skull. Empty head. Empty brain. Empty me. Empty. Shallow. Hollow.

No ups, no downs today, just a steady boring ongoing. Nothing in particular. Just it. It.

Does it mean I am becoming an ordinary citizen? Don`t want that. I don`t want to become that dull. Not without reason. I don`t want this kind of steadyness. I don`t want to lose kicks.

>(Gotta get some action) NOW!