Tuned down, turned out...

Monday, 26.07.04
Monday sucks anyway - weekend`s over, been to short, back to work...
Today`s even worse - cloudy and foggy weather, low temperature, rain, depressive atmosphere, pressing me down to earth, into the earth, makes me sink into the ground. Feeling pushed into the chair, unable to make conversation, unable to follow other`s thoughts, hanging on to mine which circle around warmth, the darkness and peace of sleep, eternal sleep. Getting tired and sleepy. Coffee won`t help it, doesn`t wake up, just makes nervous.
Sitting in the office, having to read through websites like dvd-player - it is the job to register those... counting the minutes until this day is over and I`m able to sink into dreams of a summer that hasn`t come yet and probably won`t come this year. Let`s see what tomorrow brings..